Holidays ..:)

Ahan!!. So the bunch of wannabe MBAs have holidays now officially ..the Deepawali Holidays..3 days. Officially, because these serious intelligent creatures were unoffically on an eternal holiday, just to find a quiz the next day, followed by a three days holiday. Thinking of quizzes & exams, the energy & passion to do well was a short term phenomenon associated with the first trimester/semester of any college, then theses emotions slowly subside & other priorities take over. Other priorities like, orkutting, chatting, talking over phone, watching movies on lappy ..so on so forth ..but not the academics. Soon, these guys need to change their priorities again or else phenomenon called DGPs can't be avoided for loong. Btw, what they teach at a B-school?. How can we know? yeah , how can we know when we hardly bother to listen to them or if we do so, the lullaby effect soon takes over and you see half of the class sleeping. There are strange ways of sleeping too. One gentleman in our class claims he can sleep without closing his eyes. Heard only horses can do so. May be some past connections, who knows..Strange is this world and stranger the people in this world. Then there is this character who sleeps ..oblivious of what is happening in the class, and then out of blue one finds a hand slowly rising in air ..oh!!...the boy is out of his sleep and he has a question now!!. Gawd, how can he ask a question when he didn't listen to the class in the first place. So the boy is named DCP of the class. The expansion would happen later. There are even more interesting & strange creatures in this samll MBA world of ours. But let me reserve them for rainy day.

So the Holidays, wht would i do?. Prolly study. Lots of catching up to do. That is what i intend do. But when did i say my intentions were ever bad. Though i never believed in taking responsiblities for my actions.

Loong time!

It is bee aeons, that i have not posted . Now that so much water has passed and so many things have happened in the last few months, i guess , i need to take some time out to say a few things.

1. The life more or less has been pretty happening yet the search is on.
2. The other day, they stole something from me, and i am little depressed about it.
3.It has started raining in mumbai, and i feel i would have to miss the mumbai rain, the view from my 18th floor balcony, and the pleasure of a cozy evening with friends in pursuit of something which gaurantees what is yet to be seen.
4. I have become more forgetful, as if mind was a slate and life a piece of chalk, it writes something on the slate but the rains of next moment wash them off, and the slate is ready for the new verse.
5. Though, there is not much of poetry in my life, may be because of the certain part of my brain being dead, i do find some of it when come across a good book.
6.The internet and online communities have taken a toll on me,they have been partly responsible for my not writing here. Too many people, too amny superficial relationships, and wonder of wonders, they don't know each other in anyway apart from the online interactions and they become each other's fan. Never though humanity was so good. And so i feel that pang of guilt, which cynic often feels who can't help but be a cynic yet deep down the call for positivity and beauty makes him sick of his own habit of cynicism.
7. I am going to join IIFT Delhi, for a two year MBA course, an MBA which i had been pursuing for quite some time. But, it was not only MBA that i was pursuing, the pursuit was a way of being latched on to something, something to hold me, something to keep my chaotic freedom under control, something which kept me anchored or else i don't know. I know quite a few of schizophrenic people around me. And yup born with a genetic get up which is often tempted to be on the insane side of the life, the probability was not really bad. yup, the probability of falling into the trap of insanity.

eh? I am off.