It is bee aeons, that i have not posted . Now that so much water has passed and so many things have happened in the last few months, i guess , i need to take some time out to say a few things.
1. The life more or less has been pretty happening yet the search is on.
2. The other day, they stole something from me, and i am little depressed about it.
3.It has started raining in mumbai, and i feel i would have to miss the mumbai rain, the view from my 18th floor balcony, and the pleasure of a cozy evening with friends in pursuit of something which gaurantees what is yet to be seen.
4. I have become more forgetful, as if mind was a slate and life a piece of chalk, it writes something on the slate but the rains of next moment wash them off, and the slate is ready for the new verse.
5. Though, there is not much of poetry in my life, may be because of the certain part of my brain being dead, i do find some of it when come across a good book.
6.The internet and online communities have taken a toll on me,they have been partly responsible for my not writing here. Too many people, too amny superficial relationships, and wonder of wonders, they don't know each other in anyway apart from the online interactions and they become each other's fan. Never though humanity was so good. And so i feel that pang of guilt, which cynic often feels who can't help but be a cynic yet deep down the call for positivity and beauty makes him sick of his own habit of cynicism.
7. I am going to join IIFT Delhi, for a two year MBA course, an MBA which i had been pursuing for quite some time. But, it was not only MBA that i was pursuing, the pursuit was a way of being latched on to something, something to hold me, something to keep my chaotic freedom under control, something which kept me anchored or else i don't know. I know quite a few of schizophrenic people around me. And yup born with a genetic get up which is often tempted to be on the insane side of the life, the probability was not really bad. yup, the probability of falling into the trap of insanity.
eh? I am off.
1. The life more or less has been pretty happening yet the search is on.
2. The other day, they stole something from me, and i am little depressed about it.
3.It has started raining in mumbai, and i feel i would have to miss the mumbai rain, the view from my 18th floor balcony, and the pleasure of a cozy evening with friends in pursuit of something which gaurantees what is yet to be seen.
4. I have become more forgetful, as if mind was a slate and life a piece of chalk, it writes something on the slate but the rains of next moment wash them off, and the slate is ready for the new verse.
5. Though, there is not much of poetry in my life, may be because of the certain part of my brain being dead, i do find some of it when come across a good book.
6.The internet and online communities have taken a toll on me,they have been partly responsible for my not writing here. Too many people, too amny superficial relationships, and wonder of wonders, they don't know each other in anyway apart from the online interactions and they become each other's fan. Never though humanity was so good. And so i feel that pang of guilt, which cynic often feels who can't help but be a cynic yet deep down the call for positivity and beauty makes him sick of his own habit of cynicism.
7. I am going to join IIFT Delhi, for a two year MBA course, an MBA which i had been pursuing for quite some time. But, it was not only MBA that i was pursuing, the pursuit was a way of being latched on to something, something to hold me, something to keep my chaotic freedom under control, something which kept me anchored or else i don't know. I know quite a few of schizophrenic people around me. And yup born with a genetic get up which is often tempted to be on the insane side of the life, the probability was not really bad. yup, the probability of falling into the trap of insanity.
eh? I am off.
2 comments:
Wish you all the very best @IIFT .Hope u reach acme of Success !!!
Stay happy
Chetna :)
Thnx!
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